No Forget and No Ending

There's no Ending. Something just keeps scaring me. No, it just keeps trying to scare me. The insecurity always pushes one to do something, which doesn't go towards his or her original goal. Everyone suffers this.

Actually, ultimately, what do we fear in this world? Torture or death? Maybe in one word you can call it hell. But, many like to say that he or she is in the hell. How about this word: "If you're going through hell, keep going.(---by Winston Churchill)"? No matter you cherish life or not, no matter you curse it or not, you have to go through life, ... except suicide. We fear the unwanted situations which we have to face, so we try hard to avoid them. So, if there is nothing more that we don't want, we will have nothing to do anymore. Some kind of insecurity is scaring me. That keeps me consciously feeling that I am still alive, not death. Only death is the ultimate ending to oneself(but not to the human race [or one's spirit/faith]).

I promise that I will keep something till my death. Another word in a movie says that "If I forget, it means I was gone(died)" I know that the insecurity is real and perceptable. If it comes, I will be in a relative worse situation. On the contrary, I don't want to be pushed by this insecurity to compromise. Sometimes compromise is wise, but sometimes it means losing the principle or deviating from the origin. At this point, one should choose carefully. Something has been in my mind for such a long time, from its beginning till now. I still remember what it is, where it came from, when it started, how it appeared, why it acted like this...etc. No forget to it. I don't think any temporal or eternal insecurity could end it.

I read the words in the movie "Perfect Storm". In the movie, Bobby spoke to Christina "I love you now and I'll love you forever. There's no goodbye. Only love." The last 4 words become my favorite word that you can often see it on my site. "No goodbye. Only love." As I promise no ending for the faith, there is no goodbye to the faith. That has been with me all along, and that will be with me till the end.

It doesn't over till it's over.
----by Rocky Balboa

I promise no ending.
No goodbye. Only love.